Attention to all GUYS!!

Perform your own testicular self-examination to prevent testicle cancer!!!

Checklist of signs to look for in either or both sides:

• swelling of testicle
• any lump(s) in testicle
• significant shrinking of testicle
• significant enlargement of testicle
• a feeling of heaviness in the scrotum
• a dull ache in the lower abdomen
• a dull ache in the groin
• a sudden collection of fluid in the scrotum
• pain or discomfort in a testicle or scrotum

If detected early, there is a 99.4% chance of survival.
So save your balls by performing it once a month!

For more info, please see:
http://tcrc.acor.org/tcexam.html
http://www.cancernetwork.com/display/article/10165/1155297

DAMN COOL experience

"Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature…. Life is either a daring adventure or nothing."
Helen Keller

Yesterday was such a great night for me!
It was my 1st performance in my life, and it wasn't as easy as I thought.
When I'm standing in front of the crowd, my mind totally gone blank,
there are butterflies in me, and my body is shivering, my voice is uncontrollable!
Oh man,I was overwhelmed by the feeling of fear! It's freaking me out!

BUT I'm so so lucky to have such a lovely sister and a lovely friend, who are always standing beside me. No doubt, without the help from them, the performance won't be as successful as last nigh. =p

p/s:
To my lovely ones, I promised, when you need my help, I will totally support you all 200%!!

No mind..

The consequences of talking without mind, how would it be?
You might end up telling those things that you shouldn't tell.
And, I'm facing this kind of situation now, my mouth act faster than my mind!
Oh man. I told one of my colleague that I will resign next year January, and guess what is happening next?
My team-leader knew about it, and she is actually on maternal leave, and the funniest thing is even my manager also knew that I will resign! So, that is real fast.

But I got something don't really understand, when you knew someone will resign, will you still reallocate the staff and teach he or she something new? That's weird man, what is actually in her mind? I can't even say "NO" for that.

Aih....No more robotic job! Tomorrow onwards, I need to take out my brain from the fridge already.

I'm sorry...

Its been quite some times I didn't meet up with some of my friends, and i realized working will really make people changed a lots (whether in their character or in the way they live, & think).
Especially when they don't really like their job, then the situation will become even worst. Sooner or later, they might feel very unsatisfied with alots things, or situation, and they will also feel very stressful.

If this situation happened in a person that is always with alots friends to share their "stories", then it will lessen the effect. But when it happens on someone who is always alone, then 怨气 will start to accumulate in them. Once they got this 怨气 , it is very easy to trigger up all the emotion in them.

And you know what, it is so unlucky that I become one of the "trigger" today, and I been "lectured". T_T..

Okay, I admitted that is totally my fault, my english is not that good, that's why my way in expressing or showing direction is not so precise. But you have to understand, I'm also one of them that joining this "游花园” trip, and since I have never been to the "desire dining" place before, you can't expect me to be very familiar with all the direction ma.

At last, i wana admit that i'm really not a good organizer and not a good decision maker. So sorry that wasted all your time there....

To my dearest "DARLING"

It's such a nice talk with you, even though you didn't response much.
What i needed the most just now is just someone to be there to listen to me...
& you really play a great role for that...
Thanks ya..

How?

When someone bully me, how should I react?
When someone ask me to switch to other job function, how i should answer?
When I can't finish my daily job task, how should I increase my speed?

I'm trap, man!!

It is so damn true!!

Today, i came across a blog, and i found out a so so so wonderful paragraph....

“Twenty years from now
you will be more disappointed by
the things you didn't do
than by the ones you did do.
So throw off the bowlines.
Sail away from the safe harbor.
Catch the trade winds in your sails.
Explore. Dream. Discover.”
~Mark Twain

Why?

Why I will feel like
~ I don't want to talk?
~ I don't want to sleep?
~ I don't want to eat?
~ I don't want to work?

All I want to do is just sitting there, but doing nothing!
Let my mind to fly to wherever it want to be!

What is going wrong? Can you tell me why?

要还是不要?

我总是觉得人真的好奇怪哦,
当得到某些东西的时候, 我们却不想要;
当失去的时候, 我们却想要.
到底我们是要还是不要?
烦!烦!烦!

"Application form"

Application form? What kind of application form I am referring to? Someone suggested me to create application form for my post "part-time boyfriend wanted". Haha, I don't know whether this is a good idea or a bad one, but i think it is worth to try it out. LOL. If the response is higher, that mean its really work.

But another problem occurred, i don't know how to upload the application form lah.. So i think of other option, for those who are really interested in the application form, can just leave me a comment and I'll get back to you as soon as possible. Wakaka..^O^

Raleigh IW Oct08

I have never been to this kind of camp before, it is totally different from what I expected! All we need to do in this camp, is to trust ourselves. Trust our body, mind and soul! Here i conclude that:

#The people are super friendly, open-minded, happy, and most important, they are crazy!!
#The activities were unbelievable and some are really out of mind!
#The tent was super "luxury" and food was super "delicious"!

But after all, this is a super duper good experience for me. I will never forget this intro week!

I'm back!

Hmp... After the "chit chat" with my frenz last night, i decided to start blogging again. Cause i really left out too much. Here i come again....^o*

I did a lot of "special activities" in the month of October. It is such a meaningful month for me. I been to Raleigh IW Oct08, I did marketing researches for my hand made keychains, I got a job in CIMB bank, and at last, I found out a brand Mun2 in me!