I have decided!!

Sheep.... Sheep... Sheep... Sheep...
Sheep.... Sheep... Sheep... Sheep...
Sheep.... Sheep... Sheep... Sheep...
Sheep.... Sheep... Sheep... Sheep...

Then,
Rock... Rock... Rock... Rock...
Rock... Rock... Rock... Rock...
Rock... Rock... Rock... Rock...
Rock... Rock... Rock... Rock...

Muahahahaha......

Wondering

Why?
Without an aim of life, we will feel panic? Lifeless ?
Why is that so?

I wonder what's in my mind now?
What's the thing that i need the most now?

Explosion!

Keeping all those sweet and "sour @ bitter" memories for too long, and i think now its the time to explode! Muahahaha........

I've been crapping for the past 2 days, the same old stories been repeated many many times...
To my parents, to my friends, to my relatives, yet there are more to come...

But... Experiencing is much amazing as compare to all those crapping stories...
SO, YOU ALL SHOULD TRY!!

p/s:Crapping too much isn't a good sign... I should have stop by now...

I'm back in KL!!

Looking back, i've been away from home for almost 4 months!

The time that i enjoyed the most was the last stop, the Bangkok stop.
Many unexpected things or incidents happened, but definately all those
spontaneous arrangements were so amazing!

Trust me, i will be going back to Thailand again! ^0^

Aloneness

We are born alone, we live alone, and we die alone.

Aloneness is our very nature, but we are not aware of it.
Because we are not aware of it, we remain strangers to ourselves, and instead of seeing our aloneness as a tremendous beauty and bliss, silence and peace, at-easeness with existence, we misunderstand it as loneliness.

Loneliness is a misunderstood aloneness.
Once you misunderstand your aloneness as loneliness, the whole context changes.

Aloneness has a beauty and grandeur, a positivity;
loneliness is poor, negative, dark, dismal.

Everybody is running away from loneliness.
It is like a wound; it hurts.
To escape from it, the only way is to be in a crowd, to become part of a society, to have friends, to create a family, to have husbands and wives, to have children.
In this crowd, the basic effort is that you will be able to forget your loneliness.
But nobody has ever succeeded in forgetting it. -osho-

Wow hoo.....I'm getting really excited! Flowing back to the aloneness... :)

The eating trip in S'pore

Can you imagine, by 4 pm, i had taken FOUR MEALS! FOUR MEALS!
Oh my god! I should have taken all the pictures of the food today!

I already gain a 4kg weight after my expedition, I don't see any other body part i can put on weight somemore (except the boobs part lah..hahaha)!!

T_T I wonder how am I going to have my dinner later.... X_X