The Inner World

3 months to get 9 months

2010-06-21T10:59:00.003+08:00

3 months of aloneness,
3 months of doing nothing,
3 months of ups and downs,
And finally a 3 months' waiting have given me another 9 months of staying.

x_X dishes and ^o^ cake

2010-05-17T14:45:00.008+08:00

Name: Unknown chicken wing
Main ingredient: Chicken Wing
Other ingredient(s): I'm not sure what else i've put in. lol

Name: Pork mince fall in luv with fish ball.

Main ingredient(s): Mince pork and fish ball

Other ingredient(s): Dried chili, garlic, dark soy sauce, oyster sauce.

Name: Peanut butter cake square

Ingredient: 5 eggs (separated), 3/4 cup flour, 3/4 cup sugar, 1/2 tsp vanilla extract, 1/2 tsp cream of tartar, 1/4 tsp salt and of course the most important ingredient is plenty of love!!!

Purpose of life

2010-05-14T09:15:00.004+08:00

Why we are here?
To EAT? To SLEEP? To survive?
Or just to wait until end of the world?

Do you ever come to a point that you don't even know what is the purpose of life?
Seriously, I DO!

Wanaka & Queenstown

2010-04-19T18:54:00.017+08:00

1st time...

2010-04-07T05:38:00.003+08:00

It's my first time...

How do i feel?

Of course, i feel a lil' nervous plus i have no idea whatz will going to happen next!!!

But at last,

Ta...ta....... cup cake!!

Long long time

2010-04-07T05:30:00.002+08:00

It's been long long time ago since my last update of my blog...!! LOL..
But, soon, I'm going to travel around NZ again...
so just gimmi a lil' more time ya.....

"Gou Dong" Feast

2009-12-22T15:19:00.003+08:00

Big meal!
Yummy! Yummy!

Oakleys' X'mas Party

2009-12-22T13:01:00.012+08:00

Run! Run! Run!

2009-12-14T14:21:00.004+08:00

Run! .....
Run!......
Run!......

No matter how far i run,
in the end, i still have to face the truth!

No point running away anymore!
Face it! T_T

Lake Tekapo

2009-11-12T20:24:00.006+08:00

Maruia Spring

2009-11-12T19:52:00.019+08:00

The journey of growing up

2009-11-08T15:27:00.004+08:00

I have never regret!
Taken this path,
I learn a lots, see a lots,
and I've been forced to grow up.

Most importantly, it has let me realize what is called LIFE.
The life that is totally different from what i have thought before.

Detoxification

2009-08-13T03:25:00.003+08:00

Since when, so much of "rubbish", "toxic products" accumulate in my heart...
I guess, they have been there for quite sometime, a bit by bit accumulating...
When they are getting over the "threshold level", they have to be released out...
After detox for one whole night, i'm feeling much relax now...
Too bad, the side effect of detox have given me "walnut eyes"...

Fishing Day

2009-07-27T18:34:00.005+08:00

Sunday (Partly cloudy; 5°C)
A good day to go fishing...
Mana tau, i waited there for 2 hours also no fish!!
No fish luck...
Luckily i did bring my camera along, so that i can
captured some nice scenery and of course my fishing pose "yang bergaya"..^o^

Sejuknya~~

2009-07-12T19:13:00.003+08:00

Only when i'm away from the main city's city,
sharing a new room with my new mate, a girl from Hong Kong,
now i know, how cold Auckland is!
Is freezing! Especially in the morning and night....

Oh man, i'm not even in the south island....
Memang sejuknya!~~~

Really Hak Jai

2009-07-05T11:45:00.002+08:00

I really wonder why my NZ working holiday gave me so much trouble...
Firstly, wrong D.O.B, then corrected.
But now, when i'm here, they told me my visa is just normal visitor visa!!

Here i come

2009-07-04T09:35:00.001+08:00

Yahooo....
I'm off to the land of sheepss...... meh~~...
Cows....moo...

Finally!!

2009-06-11T09:11:00.002+08:00

After days and days of waiting, waiting and waiting, at last they replied!
Finally, they gave me a solution to settle my D.O.B in my NZ e-visa.

Oh my, they are testing out my patience. T_T

I thought I could handle it..

2009-06-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

I thought myself will get use to "how others LOOK at me".
But, I'm totally wrong!
I really cannot TAHAN!
I still feel very uncomfortable when others actually LOOK at me!

The incident was as below:
Lunch time,
after the food order, I chose one of the nice spot to sit down, which was facing the big TV.

Initially, I don't really notice it.
As time goes by, I found out something weird was happening.
The uncle (who was sitting opposite of my table) seems like looking towards myside.
At first, I really thought I am over-sensitive, but I am not!!
Cause even after my dad arrived and sat in front of me (which gave me a full blockage from the uncle and I did feel instant relief for a while), the uncle still continue!
How? He moved to the seat beside him, and continue "looking"!!!

Can you imagine that! For the whole lunch time, I have to eat in front of a super creepy uncle who was "observing" me as if I'm like an alien... And I have to pretend I didn't notice that!

Haih...actually I almost wanted to shout at him
"Hallo, 你睇够没啊？！" But I didn't....

I have decided!!

2009-05-30T14:51:00.001+08:00

Sheep.... Sheep... Sheep... Sheep...
Sheep.... Sheep... Sheep... Sheep...
Sheep.... Sheep... Sheep... Sheep...
Sheep.... Sheep... Sheep... Sheep...

Then,
Rock... Rock... Rock... Rock...
Rock... Rock... Rock... Rock...
Rock... Rock... Rock... Rock...
Rock... Rock... Rock... Rock...

Muahahahaha......

Wondering

2009-05-25T12:45:00.003+08:00

Why?
Without an aim of life, we will feel panic? Lifeless ?
Why is that so?

I wonder what's in my mind now?
What's the thing that i need the most now?

Explosion!

2009-05-22T14:30:00.002+08:00

Keeping all those sweet and "sour @ bitter" memories for too long, and i think now its the time to explode! Muahahaha........

I've been crapping for the past 2 days, the same old stories been repeated many many times...
To my parents, to my friends, to my relatives, yet there are more to come...

But... Experiencing is much amazing as compare to all those crapping stories...
SO, YOU ALL SHOULD TRY!!

p/s:Crapping too much isn't a good sign... I should have stop by now...

I'm back in KL!!

2009-05-21T22:09:00.003+08:00

Looking back, i've been away from home for almost 4 months!

The time that i enjoyed the most was the last stop, the Bangkok stop.
Many unexpected things or incidents happened, but definately all those
spontaneous arrangements were so amazing!

Trust me, i will be going back to Thailand again! ^0^

Aloneness

2009-05-05T10:08:00.003+08:00

We are born alone, we live alone, and we die alone.

Aloneness is our very nature, but we are not aware of it.
Because we are not aware of it, we remain strangers to ourselves, and instead of seeing our aloneness as a tremendous beauty and bliss, silence and peace, at-easeness with existence, we misunderstand it as loneliness.

Loneliness is a misunderstood aloneness.
Once you misunderstand your aloneness as loneliness, the whole context changes.

Aloneness has a beauty and grandeur, a positivity;
loneliness is poor, negative, dark, dismal.

Everybody is running away from loneliness.
It is like a wound; it hurts.
To escape from it, the only way is to be in a crowd, to become part of a society, to have friends, to create a family, to have husbands and wives, to have children.
In this crowd, the basic effort is that you will be able to forget your loneliness.
But nobody has ever succeeded in forgetting it. -osho-

Wow hoo.....I'm getting really excited! Flowing back to the aloneness... :)

The eating trip in S'pore

2009-05-02T17:18:00.003+08:00

Can you imagine, by 4 pm, i had taken FOUR MEALS! FOUR MEALS!
Oh my god! I should have taken all the pictures of the food today!

I already gain a 4kg weight after my expedition, I don't see any other body part i can put on weight somemore (except the boobs part lah..hahaha)!!

T_T I wonder how am I going to have my dinner later.... X_X

Don't judge a book just by its cover!

2009-04-29T14:35:00.006+08:00

Even though I am petite, I am fit!
Even though I look naive, it doesn't mean that I will be easily cheated by people!
Even though I look like I am always need help, usually I really don't!

I can't help it, usually people will have too many wrong perceptions on me... (showing off..lol)
Too many people sayang or "sayang" me in this expedition. I'm loving it!!

p/s:In here, I really wanna say THANKS to those people that helped me in this 10 weeks expedition. MUACKSS!!! xxxxx

A mature love

2009-04-29T02:26:00.001+08:00

Immature people falling in love destroy each other's freedom, create a bondage, make a prison. Mature persons in love help each other to be free; they help each other to destroy all sorts of bondages. And when love flows with freedom there is beauty. When love flows with dependence there is ugliness.

A mature person does not fall in love, he or she rises in love. Only immature people fall; they stumble and fall down in love. Somehow they were managing and standing. Now they cannot manage and they cannot stand. They were always ready to fall on the ground and to creep. They don't have the backbone, the spine; they don't have the integrity to stand alone.

A mature person has the integrity to stand alone. And when a mature person gives love, he or she gives without any strings attached to it. When two mature persons are in love, one of the great paradoxes of life happens, one of the most beautiful phenomena: they are together and yet tremendously alone. They are together so much that they are almost one. Two mature persons in love help each other to become more free. There is no politics involved, no diplomacy, no effort to dominate. Only freedom and love.

---Osho

10 days post expedition travelling in Sabah ^0^

2009-04-29T00:12:00.010+08:00

Haha...but I am also kind of paiseh, cause after 11 days, then only i wrote the post for the ENDEX of 09B expedition..Why?? Because the past 11 days, i have been busying around or travelling around in Sabah...I have been to Mount K again, Kundasang or New Zealand, Mamutik Island, Tip of Borneo! All these post expedition travelling were actually helping me to reduce my post expedition blues....

End of 09B Expedition

2009-04-28T23:25:00.003+08:00

Uh hu.....Its finally come to an end... The end of 09B Borneo Expedition..

If I only can use one word to describe my expedition, the word will be --> indescribable!
(Cause I can't tell you much, you have to experience it by yourselves.) Haha...

All the ups & downs; sweet & bitter moments that happened during the expedition will be save in my "hard disk" forever!

I LOVE EXPEDITION!!!!!! MUACKZZZZ!!!!

Bye Bye....

2009-02-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

Thanks for those that helped & supported me throughout my fund-raising...
I can say, without the help from you all, I won't be able to raise all my fund for this expedition!!
No matter the help or support is in mentally or financially, I really appreciated it.
I'm leaving....
I know i will miss you all.....T_T
& i think you all will miss me as well right? [Please say you do =) ]

I'll be back in early May 2009.

Last working day

2009-01-30T07:17:00.003+08:00

Today is my last day in this company...
Suddenly I felt tons of feeling rush through my heart...
3 months not really a long period, yet not a short one,
really lots of tears and happiness happened here...
But one thing for sure, I am leaving it happily...=)

Honesty=Stupidity

2009-01-22T17:41:00.003+08:00

Sometime, being too honest isn't a good thing...
When you really tell others your real situation, your real feeling,
I can guarantee...
most of the time, they wouldn't understand...
All they know is just to follow the "rules"!
The worst part is that they will make you feel like
"you are very STUPID"!!!!

Soulless day!

2009-01-19T19:59:00.006+08:00

Analytical power=20%
Focusing power=30%
Listening power=40%
Communication power =50%
"Floating" power=60%
Day-dreaming=70%
Sleepiness=80%
Mind malfunction=90%
Soulless=99%

Oh man, i can feel myself getting older....only 1 day with 2 hours sleep, the soulless effect is so intense! And it last for so long...
Hopefully, besok I dapat cari balik i punya "roh"....

Appreciation

2009-01-18T20:47:00.008+08:00

How much effort you put in, the return is directly proportional to it.lol..
That is what I get today, and I'm more than happy that I fund-raised that amount.lol
It's the time that I should rewarded myself with a good sleep.=p

OMG!! I was on air!!

2009-01-15T21:11:00.005+08:00

Out of a blue moon, this morning I received a call from Hitz.fm.

Hitz.fm:"Are you mun mun?"
Me:"ya"
Hitz.fm: " I'm ??? (i can't remember his name=p), I'm calling from Hitz.fm"
Me: " Okay"
Hitz.fm: " One of your friend wana wish you all the best for your fund-raising"
Me: "Okay"
Hitz.fm: " Your friend's Tian Chad decicated a song to you--> Kanye West-stronger"
Me: " Huh, come again."
Hitz.fm: "Kanye West-stronger"
Me: "Okay"
Hitz.fm:"Did you listen to Hitz.fm?"
Me:" ya"
Hitz.fm:"Don't you wana say thank you?"
Me: "Okay, thank you. Actually I'm very blur now"
Hitz.fm:" You just wake up is it?"
Me:" No, I'm in the office. "
Hitz.fm: "Okay, bye"
Me:" Okay, thank you, bye bye"

Oh my God, the only word i know on that time was "okay"... My mind is totally malfunction=.=
According to one of my friend, marccus, who is so lucky, he was listen to hitz.fm on that exact time. He said both of us, sound blur blur semacam. lol

How can i forget it again?

2009-01-14T22:34:00.002+08:00

Aih....
It is second time in this week.
It is so important to me, yet I still forget to bring it back.
What am I doing??!!
Really wonder how i drive my car back just now.lol..
Without it, everything looks super "clear", even "clearer" when it is at night!

Seriously, I think I need to get spare one.=p

朋友必备条件:

2009-01-13T21:18:00.007+08:00

挡"子弹"

拾"烂摊"

"上刀山, 下油锅"

最可怜的莫过于要出卖良心.

Is it my fault?

2009-01-12T23:22:00.003+08:00

It isn't the first time i have been through this kind of situation.
Is me that created all these happened.
I felt scared, unsecured, yet I still need to face them.
I am not suppose to act & think in that way!
But I can't help, I can't stop myself to do all that.
All my reactions are so spontaneous, that's how i protect myself.

My style, my way.

2009-01-11T12:41:00.005+08:00

Everyday,
smiling, chatting, crazy-ing around.
That's my style.
No matter who you are,
no matter how long i met you,
it makes no different.
That is the way I enjoy my life.

Ultimate challenge @ Skytrex

2009-01-06T20:38:00.033+08:00

YEAH !! Mission complete!!
Date: 4th January, 2009
Starting time: 9:40:00 am
Ending time: 9:53:40 am
Duration: 13 minutes 40 sec
Status: Completed

Mission Completed!

2009-01-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

Wow, I couldn't believe it!
I can finished it in 13 minutes 40 seconds!

None of a single second wasted...cause every second counts!
Keep going...keep going...keep going...
That's the only phrase in my mind!
All my friends cheer for me! Yelling! Screaming!
I really felt I'm so lucky to have all these people supporting me!

It's all over!
I need a good rest to recharge of my body, as well as for tissue repairing or recovering.=p

21 hours to go!

2009-01-03T10:14:00.003+08:00

It's getting nearer to the challenge......
Nervousness start to accumulate deep down inside my heart.....
Bit by bit.....sooner or later, it will reach to the MAX!
Oh my, to do this challenge, I need a calm & cool mind!
"Mun Mun, STOP EMO-ING"!!

To all my friends,
Please pray hard for me!

It changed me!

2009-01-01T11:22:00.003+08:00

I can feel it, there are something truly happening inside.
It started with tiny and mild changes.

Slowly, the effect getting stronger,
my thinking,
my emotion,
even my action changed!

My "impulsiveness disease" getting milder,
or more correctly, I am now slowly responding instead of reacting!:)

Present moment ;)

2009-01-01T10:32:00.008+08:00

Live in the present moment!
Experience the present moment!
Enjoy the present moment!
Cause, moment come and pass!

Just follow your heart!
Live every single day as if it is the last!=p

Every single moment is a gift!

2008-12-31T00:20:00.002+08:00

Every single moment, I learn!
Every single moment, I enjoy!
Every single moment, I knew myself even better!

My Raleigh Sabah Expedition Spring 2009

2008-12-30T23:55:00.002+08:00

Date: 6th February, 2009
Duration: 10 weeks

What attracts me to this expedition this time, I will be able to do things more for others than for myself. On my expedition, I will be involved in community projects to build basic amenities for the locals such as building kindergartens, libraries, gravity water feed systems etc.

I will be also involved in environmental projects in Danum Valley and Imbak Canyon.At Imbak Canyon, Raleigh has built most of the infrastructure, including buildings and trails development. At Danum Valley, Raleigh teams have helped bulid satellite camps for scientists, improved the trail network and built a hanging suspension bridge.

Through this 10-week period, I believe that I will have a chance to develop into a more socially responsible person and discover the skills of a lifetime that will enable me to give more back to the society and environment in the future. I am positive that I will learn the value of appreciation even more, especially with experiencing the living conditions of the underprivileged locals in Sabah.

Raleigh International

2008-12-30T23:26:00.002+08:00

Raleigh International is a youth development charity which aims to develop young people by empowering them on meaningful and long-lasting conservation and community projects.

Raleigh runs expeditions around the world. These expeditions are divided into three phases: Community, Environment and Adventure.

Me and my 30 minnutes at Skytrex

2008-12-29T21:31:00.018+08:00

The ultimate physical & mental challenge!

TO FUNDRAISE BY CHALLENGING MYSELF IN THIS EVENT!

It is possible for me to finish a 2 HOURS high rope challenges in just 30 MINUTES??

Date: 4 January, 2009

Time: 8 to 9 am

Venue: Taman Pertanian Bukit Cahaya, Shah Alam

Description of my project:

WHAT is this event?
-I am hopping, climbing, swinging, zipping from station to station. And all the challenges are as high as 17 METERS off the ground! Can you imagine that?!!

-The most exciting part is to overcome acrophobia (fear of heights) in 30 minutes!

WHY am I Doing This Event?

-It is a good chance to test out my own limit, both of my physical and mental.

-While fund-raising for my Sabah Expedition, I am also doing something that I am interested in.

HOW to support me and the Sabah community?
-If I can do it in 30 minutes, support me RM20;
-If 20 minutes, support me RM 25;
-If 10 minutes, support me RM 30;
-But you are most welcome if you wish to contribute more!=p

WHAT IF
I do not complete the task in 30 minutes, I, Chan Mun Mun, will volunteer my service (cleaning service) to Zoo Negara every 3 months up to a year, upon return from my expedition.

MY SABAH EXPEDITION

I believe that in this expedition, I will have a chance to develop into a more socially responsible person and discover the skills of a lifetime that will enable me to give more back to the society and environment in the future.

ALL YOUR CONTRIBUTIONS WILL BENEFIT THE COMMUNITY & ENVIRONMENT'

Your contribution can be attention to me through CASH

or BANK IN

PERTUBUHAN RALEIGH INTERNATIONAL KUALA LUMPUR
RHB 21413800026536

After Bank in, please keep the bank in slip and email me the bank in slip as well.

Thank you very much

mun mun

012-6550313

mun.mmun@gmail.com

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People that promised to contribute @ contributed in this event!
1. Jiunn Huei 2. SD Liew 3. Kelvin Ho
4. Lee San 5. Edmund Loke 6. Felix Chan
7. May & Kwang 8. Pick San 9. CK
10. Kah Shin 12. Cute little marccus (as he wish)
13. Hata Koh 14. Kay Hwa 15. Chun Wei 16. Uma 17. Zue
18. Richard Teh 19. Xing Heng 20. Emey Hoong
21. Li Ern 22. Ming Teng 23. Tian Chad 24. Ange Tan
25. Munira 26. Simon 27. Looi 28. Yeng Yeng
29. Yiemmima 30. Hui San 31. Sulan 32.Lucy Wang
33. Belinda Ang 34. Kubhan 35. Mogana 36. Pooi Mun
37. Shih Chung

Live your own life~

2008-12-29T02:52:00.000+08:00

"Your time is limited, don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma, which is living the result of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinion drowned your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition, they somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."

~ Steve Jobs

Awakening

2008-12-29T02:17:00.004+08:00

When there is something that you really wanted so much,
where the craving is from deep down inside your heart,
what is the most extreme way you can express it to others?
It's what I been long for, I really don't have a clear answer for that,
I have been thinking nights for the answer, and I am still searching for that.

UNTIL,
I have a long chat with you, the answer is reviewed!
You really did a good sharing with me!
Even though what I can understand, it might not be exactly what you are trying to tell me.

BUT
You awaken me!
Maybe you are right.
When it comes to our passions, shouldn't be a single "cin cai" arise in it.
Only if we believe in what we are doing, then we have the convincing power.

The reasons that link us together

2008-12-27T12:34:00.002+08:00

We have same dreams.....
We have same idea of life....
We know what we are craving for...

Our dreams & ideas link us together;
We do things together;
We support each other.

But do you know the ultimate reason that link us all?
We got NO GUTS.

If we trust ourselves, trust our guts, we are no longer staying in the same situation now.

How often..

2008-12-27T12:22:00.003+08:00

You can guess what is in someone's mind?
You can feel how others' feel?
You can guess what others' want from you?

BUT
It is even harder if you want to know what you need!
Cause what you want, not necessary is what you need.

The "Gan Jiong" disease @ impulsiveness

2008-12-25T21:19:00.004+08:00

This morning, again, I do things in a super impulsive way.
I drive like "mad cow", I talk & act like "barbarian"....

Thanks for the impulsiveness, in the end i got some "special" X'mas gifts today.
A few patches of BLUE BLACK, where some of them are real BIG! & It's PAINFUL. T_T

But I really appreciate those "special" gifts alots.
At least, when it's hurt, it reminds me on how impulsive I'm when I'm up there!!

Smile ;)

2008-12-24T01:16:00.003+08:00

For some reasons, I almost smile every single minute,
if possible, every single second.

So when do think you want to smile to either yourself or to others?
-when you feel happy?
-when you feel sad?
-when you feel lonely?
-when you feel scared?
-when you feel shy?
-when you feel bored?
-when you feel stressful?
-when you feel down?
-when you get excited?
-when you want to cover up your real/ true feeling?

Newspaper recycling campaign 2

2008-12-21T18:57:00.008+08:00

Pre-training for expedition
Tiring, but fun & I learn alots.

Oh my god, I "SESAT"

2008-12-21T18:21:00.004+08:00

Sesat in PJ
Everything goes fine until I past the border of KL & S'gor, the "happy" time is coming..

I past through "Yayasan Selangor", University LRT station, Sin Chiew Newspaper, etc...Oh my, all the buildings look so familiar...At last I got so fed up, I called up my dear Li Ern, & she tell me the exact direction to Kelana Jaya (where we suppose to meet up).

A miricle happened right after the call, I don't know how or why, I followed exactly the direction she told me, but ended up, I reached to Section 24 ( location for newspaper collection), instead of Kelana Jaya.lol.. It took me more than 1 hour to reach to the destination, Section 24, PJ.

Sesat in Shah Alam
Today the "sesat" even worst. It took me 1 hours 20 minutes to reach Taman Pertanian, Shah Alam!! I wonder my map reading skill isn't that lousy, I followed what shows in the map, but in the end, i still get lost.

Well, well, well, after paying extra for the toll fees & petrol T_T, hopefully no more "sesat" in the same area anymore.

Fund-raising

2008-12-21T18:10:00.000+08:00

It sounds easy, but it doesn't!

All my fund-raising projects are small and simple,
but every single action counts!

Every single fundraising project i did,
I SWEAT, I LEARNT, and I ENJOYED! =p

Courage

2008-12-21T17:15:00.003+08:00

Get out from comfort zone, you need a lot of courage...
BUT
When you feel there aren't much people stand by your side...
When you realize that there isn't much supportive friends you have...
And there are way too much of negative energy or discouragement surrounding you...
It will make things even harder...
To move on some energy boots are needed...

laugh = happy?

2008-12-19T20:16:00.003+08:00

Is there any direct or indirect relationship between smile @ laugh = happy @ enjoy?
Why do people conclude that laugh=happy or smile=enjoy? Is there any proof for that?
Even though I smile all day long, it doesn't really mean I enjoy my boring & dull work.

Laughter reminds me, there is still HOPE in our life....=p

It is totally a MESS!!

2008-12-15T10:43:00.002+08:00

My life is totally in a mess.
Working! Work overtime! Fundraising!
Everything goes unorganized.
I became too spontaneous, too impulsive!
What am I doing right now?
I have messed up everything! Mess up my life!
This is not what I want!
I think it is time for me to slow down.....
Relax~ Relax~ Relax~

1st round of old newspaper collection

2008-12-14T09:58:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, I had my 1st round of old newspaper collection with Jess. We started the collection at 1.30pm, the vanue is one of the condo located in wangsa maju.

Here we go, we push the trolley from door to door, & said " We are from Raleigh International KL, we are doing fundraising for Sabah Expedition, do you have any old newspaper for donation?".

At first, I felt a bit "kekok" when I asked for the newspaper.But after awhile, I start to enjoy it, it is actually really fun! I can observe how people react, how I myself react.

Here are the conclusions:
1. Usually students are much generous as compared to working people.
2. Usually males are much more helpful, they will even help us to take the newspaper all the way from their house to the lift. Maybe for them, this is the best time they show their masculine to female. lol
3. Some of the residents have kinda low consciousness. I.e. In the process of transferring the newspaper, they even left me alone to go into their house to collect the newspaper. Maybe I really look very sincere and innocent for them. =p
4. Some even half way bathing also came out and open the door. The girl just came out with a towel, and she looks real SEXY!!

Its a tiring yet fun newspaper collection. Alots to see and alots we get!!

Attention to all GUYS!!

2008-11-27T20:57:00.003+08:00

Perform your own testicular self-examination to prevent testicle cancer!!!

Checklist of signs to look for in either or both sides:

swelling of testicle
any lump(s) in testicle
significant shrinking of testicle
significant enlargement of testicle
a feeling of heaviness in the scrotum
a dull ache in the lower abdomen
a dull ache in the groin
a sudden collection of fluid in the scrotum
pain or discomfort in a testicle or scrotum

If detected early, there is a 99.4% chance of survival.
So save your balls by performing it once a month!

For more info, please see:
http://tcrc.acor.org/tcexam.html
http://www.cancernetwork.com/display/article/10165/1155297

DAMN COOL experience

2008-11-23T09:43:00.008+08:00

"Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature…. Life is either a daring adventure or nothing."
Helen Keller

Yesterday was such a great night for me!
It was my 1st performance in my life, and it wasn't as easy as I thought.
When I'm standing in front of the crowd, my mind totally gone blank,
there are butterflies in me, and my body is shivering, my voice is uncontrollable!
Oh man,I was overwhelmed by the feeling of fear! It's freaking me out!

BUT I'm so so lucky to have such a lovely sister and a lovely friend, who are always standing beside me. No doubt, without the help from them, the performance won't be as successful as last nigh. =p

p/s:
To my lovely ones, I promised, when you need my help, I will totally support you all 200%!!

No mind..

2008-11-20T18:41:00.002+08:00

The consequences of talking without mind, how would it be?
You might end up telling those things that you shouldn't tell.
And, I'm facing this kind of situation now, my mouth act faster than my mind!
Oh man. I told one of my colleague that I will resign next year January, and guess what is happening next?
My team-leader knew about it, and she is actually on maternal leave, and the funniest thing is even my manager also knew that I will resign! So, that is real fast.

But I got something don't really understand, when you knew someone will resign, will you still reallocate the staff and teach he or she something new? That's weird man, what is actually in her mind? I can't even say "NO" for that.

Aih....No more robotic job! Tomorrow onwards, I need to take out my brain from the fridge already.

I'm sorry...

2008-11-15T01:44:00.006+08:00

Its been quite some times I didn't meet up with some of my friends, and i realized working will really make people changed a lots (whether in their character or in the way they live, & think).
Especially when they don't really like their job, then the situation will become even worst. Sooner or later, they might feel very unsatisfied with alots things, or situation, and they will also feel very stressful.

If this situation happened in a person that is always with alots friends to share their "stories", then it will lessen the effect. But when it happens on someone who is always alone, then 怨气 will start to accumulate in them. Once they got this 怨气 , it is very easy to trigger up all the emotion in them.

And you know what, it is so unlucky that I become one of the "trigger" today, and I been "lectured". T_T..

Okay, I admitted that is totally my fault, my english is not that good, that's why my way in expressing or showing direction is not so precise. But you have to understand, I'm also one of them that joining this "游花园” trip, and since I have never been to the "desire dining" place before, you can't expect me to be very familiar with all the direction ma.

At last, i wana admit that i'm really not a good organizer and not a good decision maker. So sorry that wasted all your time there....

To my dearest "DARLING"

2008-11-13T22:55:00.003+08:00

It's such a nice talk with you, even though you didn't response much.
What i needed the most just now is just someone to be there to listen to me...
& you really play a great role for that...
Thanks ya..

How?

2008-11-12T21:55:00.006+08:00

When someone bully me, how should I react?
When someone ask me to switch to other job function, how i should answer?
When I can't finish my daily job task, how should I increase my speed?

I'm trap, man!!

It is so damn true!!

2008-11-09T17:48:00.008+08:00

Today, i came across a blog, and i found out a so so so wonderful paragraph....

“Twenty years from now
you will be more disappointed by
the things you didn't do
than by the ones you did do.
So throw off the bowlines.
Sail away from the safe harbor.
Catch the trade winds in your sails.
Explore. Dream. Discover.”
~Mark Twain

Why?

2008-11-05T20:20:00.004+08:00

Why I will feel like
~ I don't want to talk?
~ I don't want to sleep?
~ I don't want to eat?
~ I don't want to work?

All I want to do is just sitting there, but doing nothing!
Let my mind to fly to wherever it want to be!

What is going wrong? Can you tell me why?

要还是不要?

2008-11-03T20:08:00.006+08:00

我总是觉得人真的好奇怪哦,
当得到某些东西的时候, 我们却不想要;
当失去的时候, 我们却想要.
到底我们是要还是不要?
烦!烦!烦!

"Application form"

2008-11-02T11:20:00.005+08:00

Application form? What kind of application form I am referring to? Someone suggested me to create application form for my post "part-time boyfriend wanted". Haha, I don't know whether this is a good idea or a bad one, but i think it is worth to try it out. LOL. If the response is higher, that mean its really work.

But another problem occurred, i don't know how to upload the application form lah.. So i think of other option, for those who are really interested in the application form, can just leave me a comment and I'll get back to you as soon as possible. Wakaka..^O^

Raleigh IW Oct08

2008-11-02T09:59:00.005+08:00

I have never been to this kind of camp before, it is totally different from what I expected! All we need to do in this camp, is to trust ourselves. Trust our body, mind and soul! Here i conclude that:

#The people are super friendly, open-minded, happy, and most important, they are crazy!!
#The activities were unbelievable and some are really out of mind!
#The tent was super "luxury" and food was super "delicious"!

But after all, this is a super duper good experience for me. I will never forget this intro week!

I'm back!

2008-11-02T09:47:00.002+08:00

Hmp... After the "chit chat" with my frenz last night, i decided to start blogging again. Cause i really left out too much. Here i come again....^o*

I did a lot of "special activities" in the month of October. It is such a meaningful month for me. I been to Raleigh IW Oct08, I did marketing researches for my hand made keychains, I got a job in CIMB bank, and at last, I found out a brand Mun2 in me!

Get into the flow..

2008-09-26T19:37:00.002+08:00

When you know where you are...
Time already past..
Chances already gone..
So, don't think too much..
All you need to do is just..
Flowing in~~~
Flowing out~~~
Enjoy the FLOW!!

Part-time "boyfriend" wanted!!

2008-09-19T23:54:00.012+08:00

Requirements:-

Human
Age: 10 to 99 years old
Height: doesn't matter
Must be logical-minded and also sentimental
The proper proportion should be 60 to 70% of logical and 30 to 40% of sentimental
If a girl with the above requirements are also encouraged to apply ^o*

Be true to yourself!!

2008-09-19T23:54:00.010+08:00

When you are young, you will still know what your heart really want.
So when you really have something in your heart, you must at least try to take ONE step forward.
Don't just talk but no action is taken!
Because when you get older, your courage to try new thing will be lesser and lesser.

LETS LIVE OUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!

Lifeless!!

2008-09-13T12:02:00.002+08:00

WHEN YOU

-- lost yourself,
-- can't get what you want,
-- are doing something that you are not interested in,
-- have nobody to support you,
-- have no money,
-- don't know who you are,

THEN YOU WILL FEEL LIFELESS!!

Cotton Island

2008-05-12T09:07:00.019+08:00

Cotton island trip, dated 4th May (11pm) to 7th May (9pm) 2008

It was my 3rd time went to this cotton island. It is still peaceful and relaxing~~
I enjoyed alot in this island, especially when I was alone in the morning, sitting at the jetty...

This picture was taken when we just reached the cotton island.

Wow~~

Yeah~~ IPC finished!! ^o^

2008-04-23T18:17:00.004+08:00

Yeah..yeah..yeah.. today finished one paper already!! Still got three more papers to go....

Hmpm...I wonder why, this time of the exam, I am not as nervous as last time.... I still remember, last time exam was very stressful + nervous + insomnia (sometimes).....

So how can i explain the situation I am in now? It is meant that I already give up for my exam?? Nope..nope.. I didn't give up... at least i still revise a little bit.. lol...

Wondering~~~ wondering~~

Who can tell me the answer??

Swinging Moods tendencies

2008-04-17T23:52:00.003+08:00

"People with swinging moods tendencies have a marked tendency to act impulsively without considering the consequences of their actions. "

Haha, I think i am suffering in this swinging moods behavior recently. I am so sorry... I can't control that!! For those people who always spend their time with me, you need to be patient a little bit...

And I promised, after the exam, I guarantee that I will become normal again...^o^

珍惜

2008-04-17T23:48:00.001+08:00

我知道在你眼中，我是个长不大的小孩。
因为我没有好好珍惜我所拥有的一切，一切在我身边的人或物。
但我知道你最心疼的是看到我甚至没有好好珍惜我自己的身体。
可是你要知道，人都是‘犯贱’ 的，我们所拥有的一切都太容易
得到了，我们都太幸福了，我们就觉得那些东西都是理所当然的。
所以人通常都是要经过痛苦或是失去了才懂得珍惜。
你要知道我真的很难在一夜之内长大，给我一些时间好吗？

最高境界

2008-04-15T22:28:00.002+08:00

今天我终于要面对事实了(虽然我还很想逃避这个事实) ，所以我就从我最‘喜爱’的 MR. BEAN 课目下手。

刚刚开始的几个小时，我温习的东西是一句一句的 (sentence by sentence)，而且我还勉强的可以理解我自己在读些什么。但是到了一个阶段，我所能理解的变成一个字一个字的 (word by word)。最后,我已经到达了最高境界，我所读的东西已经 ''能人所不能'' 了，因为我读的东西只变成了一个字母一个字母 (alphabet by alphabet)。

今天，我达到了最高境界啦！哈哈。我终于升仙啦。

How often that two different people think alike??

2008-04-15T00:16:00.009+08:00

Well, this thing may happen on us sometimes... But i think most of the time, we don't really have the same thinking. Cause each of us have different opportunities, different purposes and of course different way of thinking...

So, when you meet someone that has similar thinking with you, you should appreciate either that particular moment or the particular person!! ;p

The Majority is always right!! Is that so??

2008-04-14T22:56:00.005+08:00

When everyone around you act in a same way, and their way of acting are totally different from you (especially those abnormal acting), then these situations might happen on you..

1st stage
You might feel they are the one who is acting abnormally... So you will consider that they are insane!! And you won't bother them...

2nd stage
You will start to feel very empty(especially your heart), why is it everyone will act like that?? What actually happen on everyone??

3rd stage
You will start wondering, your mind will start asking question, i.e. "they are the one that abnormal or in fact, you are abnormal?" Cause based on the majority rule, people will consider the majority is always right. So in this situation, the minority that act normally can be said they are the "abnormal" one?? Is that true??

4th stage
After all, the tendency that you will act like them (the majority) is very high.... Mean that you will become one of the majority (the abnormal one), where by you will try to act exactly like them.

5th stage
As time goes by, you will lose yourself, you can't find your REAL self anymore. Cause now you can't even differentiate what is normal, and what is abnormal!! Poor thing~~This is what happen to us all the time.

In fact, it is very hard to fight with the majority, you will need extra great courage to move on, if you don't want to lose yourself in the future or even now.... =p

Too bad, now i am going thru the 3rd stage and almost come to the 4th stage!! I don't want to lose my real self ar!!!